Why tears appear on the ladder

In The Ladder of Divine Ascent, John Climacus organizes spiritual growth as a climb through 30 stages, from turning away from worldly attachments toward union with God. One stage is devoted to mourning: the sorrow a person feels when facing their own wrongdoing and the distance between their life and the holiness they seek.

In this setting, tears are not simply an emotional display. They can express compunction—a painful but hopeful awareness of sin that moves a person toward repentance. John treats weeping as part of the inner work of prayer: it can soften pride, keep remorse from becoming despair, and help make change more than a passing intention.

Mourning is meant to change a life

The guide’s concern is not how much someone cries, but what the sorrow does. Repentance means turning away from a harmful way of living, not merely feeling bad about it. Tears matter when they accompany that turn and deepen humility and attention to God.

That emphasis made the book useful as more than a set of abstract teachings. For monks pursuing a disciplined life, it gave spiritual meaning to private grief and offered a way to understand it as one part of a longer practice. The “ladder” is not a quick ascent: mourning belongs within a sequence of struggles and virtues, and its purpose is movement toward a changed heart.